so, i just need to vent some good things before i explode with valentine's day decorations =P

i love that talking with person 1 is never strained or stress, that i don't feel like i need to dazzle him with my knowledge or epic humor. i love that i can be me and still know he's there, that talking to him is like hitting the pause button on the rest of the world. we start talking and next thing i know it's 6 hours later and we've discussed everything from pillows to george a. romero. i love that no matter how long we talk, i never want it to end, i don't want to go to sleep, i don't want to catch a tv show, i just want to keep talking to him. i'd bet you a million dollars this sounds over the top and mildly creepy. if it is, i'm not sorry. it's how i feel and i'm not changing that. go down to your local park and go swinging, that's what talking to him feels like for me. i've said swinging feels like love, that was wrong, it feels like being around and talking to the person you like. i wouldn't call this love, not by a long shot. love grows, that would take a long while. not only that, but i wouldn't drop a hint at the L bomb ON MY BLOG. if i were feeling like that, i would tell him straight up. i'll be the first to admit it: i fall for people quickly. but i don't fall in love like that. it's just not how i roll. wow, 'how i roll'? that was...uh, SP.ED. for sure. but yeah, i'm really happy. happy is good, dude.