you know, this is probably a really stupid worry. but i'm pretty scared that i'm going to scare the guy i like off with my crazy family issues. i'm really comfortable talking to him, no doubt. i just worry a bit that my crazy family bullshit will push him away. honestly, i don't believe it would be easy to scare him off, he's too great of a guy. i think it's just a fear that i'll fuck this chance up.
someone once responded to my description of what i'm looking for in another person with this "that person's got some pretty big shoes to fill." well, i guess he's got some pretty big feet, then. at this point, i don't want to rush into a relationship, that usually never ends well. i want to get to know him better and eventually start something when we have a strong friendship built up. =]