Monday, June 9, 2008

a lot has happened in the past few days. like, A LOT. the best being that person 1 and i had a talk, one he started (thank god, i'm totally fucking chicken) and he and i are now together. i'm pretty much as happy as humanly possible. ever since the day i met him, i knew he was something special. when i talk to him, everything is okay, no matter what's going on around me. he makes me smile so much, no scratch that, he makes me smile all of the time. my cheeks hurt very frequently, but i wouldn't have it any other way. he's such an amazing person, inside and out. i feel comfortable with him, comfortable to be me, to say what i want when i want. that's a rare thing to find for me. he makes me really, really happy all the time. i can't think of a single time i've been really upset, sad or mad when i was talking to him. i'm such a cheeseball, when i see 'in a relationship' on his myspace, i can help but smile as big as possible because i know he's with me. SUCH a cheeseball, i know. when he leaves or goes to bed or something, i miss him almost as soon as he leaves, ya know, because i'm pretty much made of cheese. i haven't been this happy since i can remember. =3