so, things with 'person 1' are still amazing and i'm hoping that never changes. i've always thought the best relationships are had between two people that are best friends. i've found that with him, he's my best friend. he's amazing, sweet, funny, caring, smart, handsome, charming, cute and perfect. he calls me beautiful and gorgeous a lot, every time he says it, i'm not sure what to say because it means the world and more to me. so, there's the relationship front. in other news, i started hand rolling my cigarettes. i really like it! i like bugler menthol best out of all of the tobacco i've tried. i can get roughly 20 cigarettes out of a packet of tobacco, that's a pack of cigarettes for $2.09 what a fucking deal! SCORE! speaking of money, i hope to save up and get some cash from god knows where so that i can maybe move mid-fall. but here's the thing, i'll need a few thousand dollars and i'll need a car, so, that's roughly $5,000 or more that i'll need to get by early fall to be able to move mid-fall. that will be quite a tough thing to do. maybe i'll shoot for late fall/early winter to move >.<